didnt go class..crap..

ya, today i woke up with a migraine, again..so had to skip class..haiz..but i did study when i stayed at home..mid term for my abnormal psy next monday, n i noe that i wont spend much time on weekends studying, so skipping class kinda helped(however i dont agree that i should have done that)..anyway, spent d day playing bass also..my sis played some christian songs, n surprisingly i could quite a lot of d songs..haha..kinda felt like ben..o i tried to play salvation is here..im like 90% there!! just need to noe d solo properly n also d chorus..haha..speed also almost there..i also wrote a song today, yea it was 1 of d things i said i wanted to do before i die..haha..anyway d song is called 'depression is just a fancy way of saying your dying on the inside'..yea d title is kinda long..a bit inspired by FOB, panic at the disco n lost prophets..

well, i noe d song sounds like a "dark" song, n d lyrics r (well to me) but d purpose of this song is to create awareness with ppl..it also shows out some of the symptoms of depression and although im not depressed, but i tried to capture d feelings of how a depressed person would feel..i am actually not trying to say that all depressed ppl feel d same way, but most of them would feel like wat i wrote..anyway, i dont plan to put it up just yet..want to like create d music part, then record it..finally i will put up d lyrics..

btw, there is something called self-fulfilling prophecy where a person who is told of d symptoms of a particular disorder might start acting out the symptoms, voluntarily or not.. if u like spot d symptoms, plz dont go n diagnose urself with depression..go to a professional to get a proper diagnosis..example of a self-fulfilling prophecy is just say u think of suicide, as in u think y ppl commit suicide, then u r told that a depressed person has thoughts of suicide, so u come to a conclusion that u r depressed, n u now actually have suicidal thoughts..see? i noe d example isnt a good one, but it works in that manner..ok, thats about it..i really dont want to hear about friends/family who want to commit suicide after this post or after i post up d lyrics..lol..

cheers..