Sweeney Todd

saw d movie today! not bad..wasnt as gross as i thought it would be..but its a good movie, recommended! but today was a really good day externally..meaning everything outside was good, i got a cab almost straight away, d lrt came as soon as i reached, watched a good movie..i didnt gt wet in d rain..God was really looking out for me, but internally im still bugged about yesterday..currently d song that is running through my head is d akon song..sorry, blame it on me..but im not sure about d intention of d song but for me its being sung out of frustration..

Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me

trust me?

k, i noe that i have a reputation to be a joker and i like to play tricks on ppl so ppl quite often dont believe me, but that is actually ok cuz they also noe that im only like that when im playful..when im serious i dont lie..i've got the capability to lie my way out of anything, but i dont, because i dont want to sin..n also its easier to tell d truth most of d time..n if a stranger met me or even a friend that doesnt noe me well enough thinks that im bluffing, well, thats ok also cuz i can understand..they dont noe me..but wat about those who noe me well enough? or "supposedly" noe me well enough..ppl that see me everyday or close to it..how d heck can u not freakin not trust me when i tell the truth?! it really hurts when ppl do that..so a word of advice, pls dont do that..if u dont trust me, just tell me, dont mislead me to believe that u trust me..

I'm Not Okay(I Promise)- My Chemical Romance

car trouble!

yea, my 1st car trouble! happened yesterday, saturday..been too busy so couldnt tell u about it..anyway, i just finished an assignment so got time now..saturday was actually started off good..1st had cuzins from johor stayed with us since thursday n on friday i went rock climbing..had to take them there cuz they didnt noe d way..anyway, that was cool cuz im afraid of heights..ya, saturday ran into an old friend in d morning, actually my oldest friend, knew him ever since i was in Kuala Kangsar( thats in Perak, Royal Town)..anyway, after he left i had to attend a farewell lunch with church ppl and ben was going to meet me at KL Central..so ya, was waiting n then my battery died when he arrived..that was extra dumb of me..haha..so d car was towed and my parents were going for a family dinner which i was going to meet them there..so i got a ride and canceled my lunch plans then headed to church for worship practice..after that, d car was done n my dad drove it n that was d time d practice finished, so he picked me up n we went for d family dinner..after d dinner, got a long scolding from my dad saying that im not responsible, which is true to some extent, then went to send a cuzin off at MV n then went for a farewell dinner..after d dinner, went CS for an hour n then came home..reached about 1.20..took me 20 mins from PJ to reach home! thats like, real fast..

as for 2day, well, went for 1st service n then loitered around in church..haha, k, not loitered but socialized around, get to noe d younger ppl in church..went for youth service, played for worship, n after that went for another farewell lunch, too many ppl leaving around this time..after lunch went CS, again..for about an hour again n finally came home..was dead tired..haha..almost slept, then i remembered, i had some coll work..

Falling sick..

crap..feel a cold coming on now..been getting headaches easily d past few days..also feel rather cold now..so ya, im falling sick..anyway today went futsalling again, injured myself, will be back again next week..gaaa!! really dont want to fall sick..ish..k, thats all i guess..

Cheers

sleepyday

yea..woke up quite sleepy, so went for BB, n u can ask kian wing..anyway, today was quite nice actually, didnt feel draggy at all..it felt soo good, just running around, taking vids of the entire day, and of a few ppl..d vids are for a recruitment video..also we organized a small booth thing where we got the form 1 boys who was going through their replacement classes to come and try to win prizes..it was good, we had like 18 boys who were interested to join..Praise the Lord..also had a lot of issues that one of d members had with BB settled, or started taking a step to settle..anyway, now i still feel sleepy and also a bit tired..but it was still a good day..its these kinds of days that keep me wanting to go for BB..anyway tnx win datt for convincing me to stay on in BB for a while longer..

terrible thursday..

crap! thursday's suck d most! class at 8, which means wake up time is 6..then end at 10, well d class as actually at 8.30 now, n my parents can only send me to coll at like, 7 am..so thats already 1hour wasted..then class till 10, next class is at 4 n ends at 5.30..thats rush hour time..plus i didnt sleep early yesterday..well actually its today..so already woke up sleepy, when for 2 draggy classes.. n best part is, d 6 hour break rite? i didnt sleep..so i am dead tired..super sleepy..almost dozed off in d bus..

lucky i have fridays off..but have to wake up by 10 am an go for band..plus 2moro have to settle stuff for BB..AAAHHH!!!..only time for me to catch up on sleep is next wednesday..CRAP..o, n i have a migraine, cuz of d lack of sleep..anyway, i have already picked on the Australian "laid-back" attitude..haha..well then again, i've always been laid back..

Sleeping awake- P.O.D

Cheers..

Change is inevitable

yea, if u havent seen my msn nick, i've decided to continue my psych degree in Australia n not US..y? well, 1st of all, i think its wat God has planned for me, n 2nd of all d aus uni's im looking at r offering subjects that is closer to what i want to do in d future, which is organizational psychology..d US uni is more towards councelling n disorders..dont really like all that..plan to work with a company n do HR or something..o, n cuz i've chosen Aus, i will be transferring next year, jan or feb..so i'll be around this year..haha..

o, my results finally came out today, a C- for italian! haha..but its ok, still hope to build on it..my other subjects were counselling psych n abnormal psych, a D and a B-..d B- is quite good, cuz i failed that subject d term before, n now its a B! and d D, really not good..crap..haiz..need to work harder!o, ya, i also decided to do 3 subjects this term, research methods, its d other subject that i failed, Intro to industrial and organizational psych, and developmental psych..all heavy subjects..plus side, i have wednesday's and fridays off!!haha..so if anyone has plans on those days can include me!

Cheers..

Coll yet again..

yea, coll started today, n my results from d last term still isnt out..its coming out 2moro..anyway, i've already chosen my subjects n well, no fun subject this term like italian..now im taking research methods, human motivation or developmental psy, intro to drama, n mass comm..maybe intro to drama could be fun..but i heard d lecturer is quite scary..haha..o, research methods had d most surprising events..1) my lecturer was a lecturer that i would never imagine taking this subject, she did abnormal psych last term..2) im d only guy in my class..3) there was only 13 students in class today..super super small..

haha so ya, thats coll..have classes on monday 2-6, tuesday 10-2 then 4-6, wed 10-12, friday 2.30-6..thursdays off again..haha, anyone got any plans can include me as well..haha
feels so quiet without friends..

cheers

BB decision..

i have thought hard n long, well actually not that long to some of u, but ya i've come to the conclusion to try n take my leave after the recruitment..hopefully by then i wouldnt need to..

-when in doubt, pray-

Cheers

The consideration..

hmm..today was a really draggy day..there wasnt the passion to serve in BB anymore, have been feeling this for the past few weeks already, so is God trying to tell me to stop? honestly, i have passion for music.. teaching d other stuff like badgework n drill is ok for me, not a passion..i also realized that today when i was sitting with the joker association of 1st kl, i wanted to do this every week, just sit around n crap nonsense..dont want to be responsible over the boys n d coy..haha..also not very nice, ppl around me all doing stuff, i alone sitting at d side and wasting time..haiz..just want some time away from BB to think it all through..i also feel that im not contributing enough to the coy, if i am, then i think im contributing too much, like all d officers..i noe a lot of u are thinking, "y u complaining so much? other ppl can tahan 20 years plus, n u cant tahan a year also.." well, there is many ways to answer this, n i would say, the answer is in d question..key word: OTHER PPL..God made a difference in ppl..anyway, i dont think i will leave BB, just cant do that, its a big part of my life, all im asking is a break..just to think everything through..

anyway, past few days was ok i guess..btw, wat i said to d ppl who dont read my blog, about d emo, i finally figured out everything that was bothering me..so ya, now im not emoing anymore..

Cheers

to the certain few that dont read this blog..

haha..ya, kinda pointless to write stuff to ppl who wont read it rite? but just no way of expressing myself..well to a certain few who noe wat i am/was going through, well, i kinda said that i will get over it, but this past week i have been just sitting at home n well, i started thinking about it again..crap..so ya, d emo is back..n d best part is i noe there is just nothing i can do about it..its just a feeling that i will just have to live with for now..maybe it will go over time..

anyway, for d rest that read my blog, n have no idea wat i was talking about, i've just been sitting at home doing nothing much..on sunday my cuzin's came over n stayed to watch a movie at my place n i kinda had to sent them home, n stay over as well cuz they didnt noe how to go home..haha..so ya, played a few rounds of dota with ben, beat him twice n lost once, cuz i was being stupid, n i bet he is going to say that he won on skill..so ya, monday cataned a bit then cs with a few of my cuzin's friends..but ya, thats about it..classes starting again next week..haha..results should be coming out on friday..hope i did well..

Cheers..

emo?

yea, if u have my msn add, u would notice that i've been emoing quite a bit recently..well, its because this year is a "goodbye" year..soo many ppl are going off, including myself..well, now im actually feeling better, but u noe, i can still start emoing again, just like when ur sick n u have to finish ur antibiotics, even though u feel perfectly fine..anyway, d past few days was ok..on new years didnt do much..just went out for dinner with family..yesterday went for a farewell dinner for Mark n Wei Liang (hope d spelling is correct)..so thats like 1 friend who has already left..need to keep track..haha..Wei Liang, well i just met him, not really that close..o, i think jh also left, so thats like 2 down..plus sures who has gone/going to US..n beatrice, so thats like 4 down..o, then there is edward low, working in penang, but he will be coming back after 3 months..havent included NS ppl..well person, but he will be coming back..so ya..thats all for now..

cheers..

Happy New Year!!

To all, a Happy New Year, May God Bless it..