Dr. Ng keeps talking about going to d place and 1st have our eyes open, then our hearts broken, then take leadership or do something to help..(ya i noe that doesnt rhyme, but i didnt say it..)
well to clear some things up, Dr. Ng is my lecturer and she is d one who has asked us to go do the comm services..nothing wrong with that, but there is something wrong with d thing she said..so after u do all that, then? ur heart is broken n it cant be mended..this is my 2nd time doing comm service under her class..d 1st time we went n helped, our hearts were broken, n it still is..n if u find some way to heal this hurt, then u would think, isnt that heartless? u've spent so much time there n u can just forget all d pain n suffering that they r going through..so then u dont let it heal, but u cant do anything more, cuz u too busy with ur life, and when ur free to help, it would be either when ur retired or never..if u want to help while ur working, well frankly ur burning urself out faster..so that is just a dilemma..this comm service im with a shelter home, n there are kids that form attachments with us..today i actually got a drawing of a heart from a kindergarten boy..in the heart is written my name n his name..k la, im touched a bit la, but im actually not worried about my broken heart, cuz im use to it..but im much more worried with d kid's heart..but there is nothing that i can do..only pray that he will be fine and that God will take care of him..n ben, like u were saying yesterday, " i cant believe that u can stand kids..i noe i will snap" (or something like this)..well, i use to be like that..i cant stand small kids, but they will actually soften ur heart with d small things that they do..like today there was a 3 year old kid that just ran up to me n jumped on me n gave a big smile..no matter how hard ur heart is, it will just melt..so yea, i think kids r ok now..
*points and opinions are actually based on me and not on my group mates..
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