time to move on..

Well, its about time..anyway, in the midst of finals now..philosophy was good..just too bad i didnt have enough time..damn, i hope i can get a C..thats how sad i am, i noe..but yea, next paper is LAN, malaysian studies, n that really dont need to stress over..need like, 10 marks to pass..n yea, thats all wat we all are aiming for..waste of time..but yea, in between d 2 papers, i have an assignment to do, which is basically talk about my groupmates and conflicts that happened in the group..2 pages..nothing big..n its due later..about 11 and a 1/2 hours time..n im still wasting time..besides that, have a presentation on friday, which is a 1/2 an hour presentation on the public health 2010 plan thing in d US..seriously another waste of time..anyway, looking forward to it to end..then i can start studying for conflict, which is like, super interesting subject for me..anyway yea, just looking forward to saturday d 13th..(haha, missed by one day so it becomes a lucky day..)

but yea, all that is just short term plans..like the pic d journey, ahead is long, n im already looking forward to the next break (which is non-existent in life)...striving for something that doesn't exist? doesnt that sound oddly familiar? but yea, u dont get breaks in life, if someone or something dies, no matter how close they/it are/is to u, time just goes on..so u have to move on with it, if not u get left behind..wats wrong with getting left behind? y dont u ask those ppl who have PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder)..they still hold on to their memories of their traumas..they cant function like u and i..

well, not everything is bad..good thing are in store in the future, one of which is the end..i guess that we should be excited about the end..the end of our monotonous life, our mundane activities, and also our meaningless actions..only 1 thing really matters, and that is God..if u live ur life as He wants u to, then everyday is exciting, and meaningful..so yea, we should look forward to the end if u really live everyday for God..less distractions, more focus on God..but of course, wait for the end, dont make it come to u..

(sorry my posts are a little morbid..still emo-ing..CM, im not going to bang the wall..)

Qoute of the day,

" You emo?? Then go bang wall..Guarantee u won't feel anything after that"

- Lim Choon Meng

Cheers