Year End..

feeling quite sad cuz next year is a leaving year for a lot of us..ben going off 2 NZ, mark going to Penang, win datt going back to aus, n of course coll friends, suresraj heading to US n saving a spot for me as well as beatrice heading for aus, n many many more..sorry if i didnt mention ur names..anyway, d christmas party went well yesterday, n 2day spent lunch with church ppl n tried to play Catan when jo reached home but he was too tired, so we didnt..so i went home at like 4, n it felt weird cuz i almost never came home this early on a sunday..watched tv till just noe n then came online..

hmm..maybe i should do a reflection of this year or maybe a summary of d events of this year..of course i cant list down all of em..started with serving in BB as a ssgt, learning on how to be an officer..failing 2 subjects in coll and that was a wake up call for me to stop relaxing..fracturing my toe..haha..passing my driver's license n driving around kl..meeting many new ppl..youth camp, being a group leader..feeling God's presence when i missed my mid term for my counseling psych..getting my heart broken..buying a new bass..one of d most quietest birthdays i ever had..going back to ipoh..christmas party..playing for worship..recruitment committee..accidentally starting a rumor about my cuzin n a friend..

haha, ya, thats wat i can think of..so 2moro for watch nite service i will reflect on all the things that i have said n thank God for everything..

Cheers..

One Rythm One Heart!

haha thats d motto for d APMB/APSB (Anderson Band) so ya..on d 26 many of u noe that i went 2 ipoh for Anderson Year End Band Camp n it was good..actually if u ask simon or jh they might say it wasnt that great, but they said that it was better than sitting at home..but ya, it was great running into all my seniors, juniors, friends..it was quite funny when we first reached the school cuz i didnt noe any of the current band members but they were really great hosts..took good care of us..haiz i will be missing the fellowship nite its when all the ex band members come back n meet up with old friends and also get to noe d current band..its held on d 29 nite n well, i am back to help with the christmas party..hope it will run smoothly..haha..anyway, here are some pics of Anderson..

motorcycle parking area..d percussion normally practice here on d floor..haha..

a worm poped out infront of us..haha..simon was scared of it..real kl boy..no offence..^
Main building fromground level of d far end of the school field..love this shot, tnx jh..^
the form 4,5,u6 block..d band stays there for camps..^
percussionist doing punishment..i didnt give it k..innocent..^
A tree pic..when i was still in Anderson, we use to play rounders (baseball) under this tree..haha..^

haiz..really miss d good old days..but d new days r also great so d most i can be is thankful for such a wonderful experience..o, when we went there, we found out that one of 1st KL's old instructor has become the instructor for Anderson..for those who noe it is Mr Yap..haha..so he has introduced 2 familiar songs to them which are, aztec fire and border crossing..he calls it easy pieces..haha..oo, on d 1st day, we took a bath Anderson band style..haha..i would call it pipe-ing cuz its basically u sitting under a pipe in d open n bathe..haha..of course u are wearing some shorts or swimming trunks..but it was fun..so that was some of my experience in Ipoh, want to noe more just ask or msn or anything..haha..

Cheers..

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

A Very Merry Christmas to All..If ur not comfortable with my wishing, then a Very Happy Holidays..

would u risk it?

Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all

By Boys Like Girls- Up Against the Wall

ok, i find this part of a song close to home, y u may ask? well its cuz im not d kind who would take risks..but think about it..would u do it? would u walk down a path if ur uncertain of the ending? or will u do it? lets see if i can weigh out the pros and cons..

pros of risking it, well, 1 is u gain experience, u can say i did it and i noe wat would happen if i did it again. u might also be able to get rewarded by risking it..

cons, well, u might lose more than u expect..also by not risking anything u will be able to keep more, example money, of wat u have..also u can avoid being hurt..

so yea, its up to u..my personality is that im not a real risk taker, cuz i just have really bad luck..almost everytime i've played a game of texas hold'em with my cuzins, well, i lost when i tried to bluff..btw, it wasnt a gambling game, cuz i dont gamble..

cheers

FBC 07 Youth Camp

ya..back from camp n it was good n now i really miss the camp..was asked to be a group leader n that it self was a huge thing for me because i did not have faith my my abilities..i was worried that i wouldnt have done a good job n that my members would not cooperate n so on, but everything went well..God really was there to guide me because in my group there wasnt any person who was spiritually more mature than me, so that really got me worried.. wat i mean is d other groups had a camp advisor or a speaker n my group had the camp nurse, who was really helpful n a very nice lady, but she was busy during the whole camp because there were a lot of casualties..haha..anyway my group members were great and they really inspired me to keep on trying n not give up..gonna really miss them..haha..but ya, also we had this game called angel and mortal game where everyone is randomly assigned a mortal and asked to do random acts of kindness for their mortal n they are not to let their mortal find out who their angel is..so my angel was really great, she kept giving me can drinks and also wrote me a note that helped lift my spirits to lead my group..going to miss d games with ppl, the talking, the PPL! haha..but im going to see them every sunday, well most of them, but its not the same..

anyway, so now i really am emo-ing over camp and over other matters..like during this camp, i really fellt super guilty that i didnt go for a BB camp that i was supposed to organize..i mean as the organizer it is ur responsibility to go n make sure everything runs smoothly, but i couldnt because i already gave my word that i will go for this camp..but i would like to thank mr yee for being there and taking over my spot n the committee who helped make things run smoothly..will buy them lunch!haha..k, i think i will go back to emoing over camp..eventually will get over it..so till then..

cheers..

Torn

thats how i feel right now..there are 2 camps that i have to go for, 1 i signed up for, 1 im organizing..as the organizer i feel that it is my duty to attend the camp and make sure that everything runs smoothly, but the other camp, i promised to go for it, and i have a lot of ties to that camp..well, most of u noe wat im talking about, n those who dont, well its the youth camp and my Sunshine camp for juniors in BB..i really feel like im a useless organizer who cant make it for his camp that he is organizing..it is really irresponsible of me n i can see that my officers are not happy with me..but i am also a man of my word, if i promised that i will come, i will come..the most that i can do is just do my best for both camps n make sure everything runs smoothly..so from now until d camps are over, i wont really enjoy myself..

k, exam is 2moro n i think i should go back n study..so till then, cheers..

JH suprise..

yea, been studying for like, a lot n my finals week still isnt over.so today wanted to destress a bit..a bit la..went to mv with a gang of friends to celebrate his really really belated birthday..well its not cuz we felt bad cuz we forgot, cuz we didnt, but his birthday fell on d 1st day of the STPM so memang couldnt celebrate la..haha..we were actually planning to literally kidnap him, but that couldnt happen cuz of shortage of man power. but we still managed to surprise him cuz yours truly was organizing it..haha..sorry need to perasan a bit la. last year these jokes tried to suprise with a celebration in a camp, n they were discussing the entire thing in front of me, then i asked them wat they were doing, they just said,"uhh..not about u wan..."haha..a bit too obvious la..so now i thought them a lesson in the art of surprising ppl..haha..his reaction was really good la too bad we didnt have a camera..

just now tommy was saying that it was sooo ironic that the ppl who are having difficulty in starting a relationship seem to be able to set up a really good "hanging out session", well i was thinking about wat he said n a probable reason is because the ppl who cant start a romantic relationship always fantasize of a romantic setting therefore are able to set up the situation so well..the closest this person can ever get to the situation he or she wants is to help others set up the situation..

i also have been realizing that a lot of ppl are closing their blogs..haha..is the blogging era already coming to a close? do people want to keep their life's experiences, comments on a certain topic, views, and so on to themselves? Did the chicken come before the egg? i guess we will never know..

keeping this blog alive..Cheers..

My December

haha..ya, just realized that this is my frist december post..haha..ya, it is my december, y? well, u just figure that out la..anyway, i am on a self declared holiday, yet again not because of d day, but because my next paper is on d 11th dec, so i still have a week to study..so yea, just chill for awhile..so far my papers have been ok, not too dificult, Thank God..anyway, 2day, woke up at like,6 then went for my exam, finished like 5 minutes before time, so i checked everything for spelling, o its my italian exam, so ya..anyway, after my exam went to central, shop a bit, got some breakfast, came home, went online, chatted with an old friend, i would dare say my oldest friend, then played football manager, finally went out to dinner with friends and dota-ed and cs-ed a bit..a simple day..k, till then..

Cheers