Must watch..

Its for those band ppl, n yea, if ur not into bands, check out what ur missing on..anyway, its got 5 stars on u tub, so haha..check if it is really worth it man! the first few seconds is breath-taking!

OOOO MY HOOMIEE! that looks SOOOO freakin awesome! DCI 2008!

Cheers..

Giving my best..

Ppl always say, do ur best..n yea, i guess u urself will push urself hard as well..anyway yea, i just thought of this philosophical sentence, which im sure some philosophist would have already coined it, but yea here it is.."TRY to get the best, PREPARE to get the worst"..well, think about it..we do our best all d time, which u should, espcially you always give ur best to God..but if u just sat for an exam that ur not fully confident about, so yea study hard n do ur best, then after that be prepared to get the worst..of course im not saying that u will fail, but by doing this it helps keep a person in check n also humble..n yea, lets just say u do get bad results, no use crying over spilt milk rite? just check ur answers, see why it is wrong, if it is not, double check with ur lecturer or teacher or examiner..if it is wrong, understand why it is wrong, n work at it..

well, of course being a psychology student, i cannot disregard a person's feelings..well, it is pretty uncontrollable, n if u do feel dissapointed, well u should..no use denying the facts rite? if ur sad n depressed, then do what is nessacary to get out of it, work hard but DONT FORGET THE FEELING..cuz if u forget it, then u would be prone to going through failure again..a great person once said.."Emo (negative feelings) are a good thing..it shows that u can feel" - Eunice Ong..

anyway yea, haha kinda like my 3rd post in a day..on a roll eh? but yea, also really had nothing to do, so im trying to fill up time..i guess this is why Aaron posts d most random posts..haha..

on a more sullen note, a lot of ppl have commented and sent their wishes about and to MJ..well it was tragic, n just like what Ben has put up as his MSN nick, we truly know how much he has touched ppl's lives when everyone on FB n MSN n even blogs have commented and also sent their wishes to him..RIP MJ..

Cheers mates..

But I Want it NOW!!! *said in a whiny kid's voice*

not sure about u guys, but i feel that sometimes ppl in this day and age (age not really a factor) seem to be less patient..i mean, if u think about it, d internet is getting extremely fast, like, 1MB download speed is aparently considered as slow (or maybe moderate speed, im not too savvy with this topic) but yea, now i think my internet download speed is like 500 MBs..or maybe less..i have no clue..anyway, everything needs to be done soo quickly..i mean think about it..assignments are handed back like 2 weeks later, which i find really amazing cuz its like, 200 students n each is like 2000 words, news is always updated, noodles need to be cooked instantly, n i've heard ppl complain 2 mins is too long..but yea..u get the pic..we live in a world where everything is like done soo quickly and yea, i think we might have been too accustomed to this..

what i mean is, ppl want to grow up quicker, hence start doing "grown-up" things, like dressing, smoking, drinking, driving n so on..n yea 1 thing i've kinda noticed also is that ppl want to get into relationships quickly as well..like, yea, everything needs to be instant..as in, every problem has a quick fix to it..like if u feel lonely, just go find a girl or a guy u think u like, then get settled with them..well of course, not everyone is like that, but yea, why im making this point is cuz i realize that im pretty impulsive in doing stuff..n yea, i also notice this is other ppl..i always am looking for a quick solution for all my problems, but yea not all problems can be solved instantly all d time..for example, i want to buy a bass guitar..i bought a bass that i thought i liked, cuz it was cheap n it was black, n i liked d shape..so yea, took it home, named it, kept it clean for like a couple of months, where i would wipe it every time (like a thurough wipe) i practice, but later on i noticed that i didnt like the constant maintainance, cuz it was a shiny texture, easily smuged by fingerprints, d neck was too think, hard to move up n down d fret board (for me, being a beginner bassist, that is a big thing), n the strings started to rust, cuz it was cheap..so yea, i ended up selling that bass n looking for a new bass, which fit my criteria more..

moral of the story, i was too impulsive buying d 1st bass, cuz i was too caught up with the price n other factors..but now i realize that if i just waited, tested out the basses more, i would actually know what i really want..saved money in d process..but yea, not every problem can be solved instantly..n yes, use ur imagination in my example, it does fit with another aspect of life..think think a little bit n u should realize it..

anyway, yea..haha..finally found some inspiration to blog..so yea, catch u guys around..

Cheers..

Taking back.........

Oh, How i wish to end the title with sunday! (to those who dont noe, Taking Back Sunday is a rock band)

anyway, exams are over..what i have realized from this experience is that i do get stressed as well..k, i really want to take back what i have said previously that i do not get stressed..Ben, u were right i do get stressed..yea, i did post about not being stressed before, well kinda, it was more of me acting like i dont noe what it feels like...if u wanna read it here is d link

anyway, yea..i do get stressed..but d thing is i get stressed about different things, like, friends, as in problems they have, n organizing stuff..(as much as i want to not admit that, i think i should)..yea, those kind of things..but i must say that i get the MOST stressed out when im doing anything that is in relation with God and teaching or leading people in His name..because it is a HUGE thing..u really cant take things lightly..i mean, when ur teaching ANYTHING, if u dont get the right information, then ur students have ajaran sesat..so gone..its a huge responsibility..thats what leadership is about..well, 1 aspect..its not about power..

anyway yea, something new to learn..haha..anyway, continuing my post of TBS newest album songs, i want to post New Again, which is also the song name..anyway yea, i am actually singing it to myself, if that makes sense..hmmm..think that is a seperate post by itself..anyway yea..enjoy..

New Again

My dear, what long arms you have
All the better to hold you down
Slap my wrists with that sweet consequence

What are we...
What are we to do...
What are we to do with you?
What are we...
What are we to do...
What are we to do with you?

I am, I am ready to be new again
I'm ready to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
(Quite enough)
I am, I am ready to be new again
I'm ready to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
(Quite enough)

My dear, what deep roots you have
(All the better to)
All the better to hold you down
We'll live inside the branches
Of your families nest, I said
"Boy, where have you been?"
Cause you don't know where I've been

What are we to(to do with you)
What are we to do with you?

I am, I am ready to be new again
I'm ready to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
(Quite enough)
I am, I am ready to be new again
I'm ready to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
(Quite enough)

Don't know where I've been
Don't know where I've been
Don't know where I've been
(My dear, what long arms you have
All the better to hold you down)

I am, I am ready to be new again
I'm ready to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
(Quite enough)
I am, I am ready to be new again
I'm ready to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
(Quite enough)

Don't know where I've been
No you don't know where I've been
You don't know where I've been...

I am, I am ready to be new again
I'm ready to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
(Quite enough)
I am, I am ready to be new again
I'm ready to hear you say
Who I am is quite enough
(Quite enough)

Cheers

Coincidence?

NOO...NOT NOW!! y is everything happening now?? I NEED TO STUDY! y???????? exam is 2moro, but im worried about everything else that is happening..GAA.....

i noe im not supposed to blog till my exam is over, but need to express myself..n yea if u really do think that this post is about...TRUST ME, it is not..if u really want to noe what it is, ask me privately..

Cheers..

Exams..

Exam on 20th June and 24th June, so I SHOULDN'T be posting anything till then..

Cheers and all the best to those sitting..God Bless..

Everything Must Go

We found a house with a big yard
And moved all of my things
And most of your things, in
And honey I was proud of it
Honey I was proud of, you

You quote the Good Book,
When it's convenient
But you don't have the sense
No you don't have the sense
To tie your tangled tongue
Instead you're slashing through the mud

Some boxes, that
Hand-me-down couch, and chair
That used to be at your church
We borrowed them from there
A cabinet record player with nothing but James Taylor
Two carpets from the corner store
Cover the hardwood floor
I'd be a fool to ask for more...

You quote the Good Book,
When it's convenient
But you don't have the sense
No you don't have the sense
To tie your tangled tongue
Instead you're slashing through the mud

You quote the Good Book,
When it's convenient
But you don't have the sense
No you don't have the sense
To tie your tangled tongue
Instead you're slashing through the mud

And honey i was proud of you
Instead you're slashing through the mud

The love you had was good enough
The past that we were stuck between
But so much stuff must go tonight,
Oh Lord, what have I done?

You quote the Good Book,
When it's convenient
But you don't have the sense
No you don't have the sense
To tie your tangled tongue
Instead you're slashing through the mud

Situations

Situations are irrelevant now.
She loves the way that I tease,
I love the way that she breathes.

I touched her ooh!
She touched my ahhh!
It was the craziest thing!

I love the girls who hate to love because they're just like me.
A certain girl, she took my hand, and ran it up her thigh
She licked her lips and pulled my hair; I fall in love for a night.

She can't behave,
And I'm just a slave.
Don't worry- I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling, what is going on?
Honestly, that never happened; lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me- go where you belong,
Higher heels and lipstick napkins, dying is your latest fashion.

The frustration, it's a regular thing
I hate the ones who love to hate because they're just like me.
A certain girl, she took her hand, and put in my lap
It's way too full, she said once you have me, you'll always come back.

She can't behave and, I'm just a slave,
Don't worry; I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling, what is going on?
Honestly, that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me- go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins,
Dying is your latest fashion.

I know you love to insist, and all it takes is a kiss, and you just
Love to hate me.

You know you love all the lies, so don't act surprised that I just
Love to hate you.

I kissed your lips you pulled my hair it was the craziest thing.
I love the girls who love to hate. (Breathing)

(Whoa! ) Darling, what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me- go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
Dying is your latest fashion

Darling (leave me) what is going on?
Honestly, that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me(darling) go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins,
Dying is your favorite PASSION!

New Again....

I noe I've told ppl (more like ben) that i didnt think i would like this album, and that it wasnt as good as Louder Now..but yea, i take it back man..it is sooo FREAKIN ROCKS!! n yea bought the album on the 6th of June, one day later then the release date in aussieland..so yea, i think i will definitely post up lyrics of the songs..like d next few posts..

n d DVD is alright also..they talked about each song and also the vibe and some little facts about each song..

The albums I bought..both are like, awesome!..^

On the note of music (no pun intended) i just attended a concert thing which was done by my friend's class, where she is studying music, so yea, they had bands come n play, and i finally did something smart and recorded it! so yea, here is a taste of australian rock..haha..n yea, another guy, well, not really rock, but his skills is damn good la..




Yup, thats all from me..

Cheers and Rocking OUT!!

Revealation in Progress..

Unfortunately, this picture does not justify how im actually feeling..but it is the closest.. i get sick of ppl..yes, it is a pretty mean n inconsiderate thing to say, but yea, that is how i feel, n i do need to express it..but yea, before i make a mess out of this, let me clear that the ppl i get sick of are ppl that have annoying habits, or ppl i generally dont like..n yea, there are some ppl i just dont like, but yea, forced to spend time with them, n yea, well, i get sick of them pretty easily..

anyway, yea, most of the ppl i call friends are cool..n those i call close friends, i would just love to spend a life time with them (family is the same)..but yea, reason why i get sick of people is because since form 4, i've always had like, 3 separate groups of ppl that i would interact with..Monday to Fridays, coll ppl, Friday afternoons and saturdays, BB ppl, Friday Nights and Sundays, church ppl..so yea, its like 3 different groups of ppl, n of course that is excluding my family..so yea, i didnt really get sick of ppl..

There are times i just want to just break away from ppl..like, possibly be with different ppl, or even just be by myself..so yea, wanna just be alone, catch up with close friends..quite contridictary rite? but yea, thats d problem n also the reason y im blogging..cuz its a feeling that confuses me..Maybe i just want to spend time with God..something i havent done in some time..i guess that is it..

P.S. If u think that this post is about you,trust me, it is not..

Cheers..

Wish I dont have to sleep..

feeling super emo now..k la,more like quite emo..n its d good kind of emo..as in, i want to be emo..yea..nothing much i can say..love d feeling..wish that i dont have to go to sleep, cuz if i do, then the feeling is gone..must be because of all the music that im listening to..but yea..not sure if u guys noe wat im talking about..think ben does..but yea..emo time..

I'll Let You Live

The first degree was a riot
You were making sure
My lesson's learned
I'm not ashamed but i'm trying
I've come to expect the standards you have set...
Tell me just how dangerous is second best
You've Settled for less and i'm sure you'll settle again

There's no stopping me
I'm gutting you out (does this make you feel safe)
There's no stopping this...
I'm gutting you out (does this make you feel safe)

The closer that i look is just the further that you get
Already stubborn skin thickens
In attempt to understand
Understand.

There's no stopping me
I'm gutting you out (does this make you feel safe)
There's no stopping this...
I'm gutting you out (does this make you feel safe)

you got tired (got tired)
of waiting around (of waiting),
When the guilt subsides well the night begins...
and i know its not what you deserve

Came as a gift from a good friend (a good friend)
That disapproves
But understands
That you represent
And actively encourage
All of my worst habits
They all are proof
That we're both capable of the most terrible things
"Don't test me!"

There's no stopping me
I'm gutting you out (does this make you feel safe)
There's no stopping this...
I'm gutting you out (does this make you feel safe)

you got tired (got tired)
of waiting around (of waiting),
The guilt subsides well the night begins...
and i know its not what you deserve (x2)

well I know its not what you deserve (its not what you deserve)
well I know its not what you deserve (well i know its not what you deserve)