h'lo

yo..haha..its been awhile? actually its been a week..(its a really lame joke inspired by the impossible quiz) anyway, been busy recently, playing TENNIS!!! also a lot of assignments, presentations to prepare..but ya, now im free..also been a bit too lazy to blog..haha..anyway, its actually been quite a relaxing busy week..haha..but im still busy..but relaxed at d same time..hmm..actually im wasting time n space cuz i wanted to blog about something, but i cant think of it..haha..if u noticed i treat a blog like as though its a conversation..i can actually erase this part if i wanted to, but i dont/wont..

hmm..lets see, i use to think i was some great person..that was like 4 years ago? 2004 when i came to KL..ya, cuz that year can consider was my depression year, i left my 1st love, Anderson Band, so ya, then i started to think i was some great guy there, cuz i literally sacrificed my studies for the band..use to stay back everyday until like 5pm for d Band n that continued until PMR was a week away..so ya, that made me feel like, i've done more than any other person has..that was kinda d excuse y i got like 4 A's for PMR, that was wat i told myself..esp when i looked at friends who got straight A's or higher..i use to think, they didnt care for d band, they had their studies as 1st priority, band as 2nd(this was before i got to know Christ better) so ya, i kinda thought how can they be d same level as me? i should be recognized more than them..

the thing is, when i was in d band, i didnt really have close friends there, i mean ya, we were all brothers, but i didnt feel it..i would lay down myself for them, but i didnt noe a thing about them..i was closer to my seniors..so when i came to BB, i got really close to ppl in my batch, n i realized, im not great..im not even as great as them..they work as hard as me, harder even n still manage to find time to study, which shows that BB has trained them in all aspects..so i realized that i need to buck up as well, but this was like, last year, when i failed 2 subjects in coll, a bit too late, but wat can i do? have to look forward..

but ya, i noe i've always told ppl to put studies 1st, but i didnt mean it..now i truly truly mean it..so ya, i noe i've told a few ppl that BB never helped me with some stuff (leadership esp, cant remember d other stuff i said), but it has definitely helped me with this..so this is like 1 of d many great reasons BB soo rocks..

Cheers