h'lo

yo..haha..its been awhile? actually its been a week..(its a really lame joke inspired by the impossible quiz) anyway, been busy recently, playing TENNIS!!! also a lot of assignments, presentations to prepare..but ya, now im free..also been a bit too lazy to blog..haha..anyway, its actually been quite a relaxing busy week..haha..but im still busy..but relaxed at d same time..hmm..actually im wasting time n space cuz i wanted to blog about something, but i cant think of it..haha..if u noticed i treat a blog like as though its a conversation..i can actually erase this part if i wanted to, but i dont/wont..

hmm..lets see, i use to think i was some great person..that was like 4 years ago? 2004 when i came to KL..ya, cuz that year can consider was my depression year, i left my 1st love, Anderson Band, so ya, then i started to think i was some great guy there, cuz i literally sacrificed my studies for the band..use to stay back everyday until like 5pm for d Band n that continued until PMR was a week away..so ya, that made me feel like, i've done more than any other person has..that was kinda d excuse y i got like 4 A's for PMR, that was wat i told myself..esp when i looked at friends who got straight A's or higher..i use to think, they didnt care for d band, they had their studies as 1st priority, band as 2nd(this was before i got to know Christ better) so ya, i kinda thought how can they be d same level as me? i should be recognized more than them..

the thing is, when i was in d band, i didnt really have close friends there, i mean ya, we were all brothers, but i didnt feel it..i would lay down myself for them, but i didnt noe a thing about them..i was closer to my seniors..so when i came to BB, i got really close to ppl in my batch, n i realized, im not great..im not even as great as them..they work as hard as me, harder even n still manage to find time to study, which shows that BB has trained them in all aspects..so i realized that i need to buck up as well, but this was like, last year, when i failed 2 subjects in coll, a bit too late, but wat can i do? have to look forward..

but ya, i noe i've always told ppl to put studies 1st, but i didnt mean it..now i truly truly mean it..so ya, i noe i've told a few ppl that BB never helped me with some stuff (leadership esp, cant remember d other stuff i said), but it has definitely helped me with this..so this is like 1 of d many great reasons BB soo rocks..

Cheers

Results..

well, i noe i've been either telling ppl who got their SPM n STPM results congrats its ok n at least ur in coll, or something like that...well, for those who did well, congrats..but for those who did badly, well, if u feel bad, u have d right to do so..im sorry that i've been saying that its ok..cuz 2 u it may not be ok..u think about it, if u really feel bad, n ppl tell u its ok, that means they are asking u 2 deny ur feelings..which btw as an aspiring psychologist, i shouldnt do that..u should be able to express ALL ur feelings..so sorry again, im still a normal human being..well, all i can say now is, well, u noe u did badly, so its a sign to buck up..dwelling on d past isnt going help..look forward, strive for greatness..its not d end..the past is just to remind u when u forget..doing badly for exams is a good thing..it makes u open ur eyes..so for now, if u did badly n ur reading this, im sorry for u, but u noe wat to do to not repeat this..

also Goodbye all d NS ppl 2nd batch..bye addison, simon, jien shen n d others..all d best..

Cheers

wat the crap?!

got back midterm results today for d last weeks midterm..one was good n d other was bad..well, actually d good one isnt good enough, haha..its one of those, 1 more mark thing..well, like i said, i expected full marks for my MCQ's, so i got it..not happy about it..but my 2nd part isnt good enough..total score for everything came to 84, that is like, a A-..just made A-..so ya, of course not happy..d other one was like 50..just pass..sad la..so thats 10% of my grade gone..anyway, its been quite ok so far..sunday was a superb day..then came to monday, yesterday..d last midterm paper, n d section B is a no-pointer for me..GAAAAA!!!then i fell sick yesterday..anyway, today was ok, running around here and there..getting results..anyway, d weeks not over, there is a presentation on thursday, i havent done my slides yet..(if ur surprised, then seriously, u dont noe me)

o i signed up for a tonne of experiments for 2moro, so that is how im using up my free wednesdays..haha..also might have a study group..i think i should try to push for that to happen..haiz..cant wait for this weekend..a break before a hell-ish week, actually its gonna be like this week..y cant there be a relaxing week in coll? is it like, gonna make d department explode, if there is a relaxing week in coll? i think they made a mistake when they put d term break earlier in d sem..d CNY week..that was like, 3 weeks of coll then a break..like WTFC? now d students are burning out, there is nothing..gaa..

btw, this is specifically for ben..this song rocks..



Cheers..

is it a coincidence, or is 1st kl like that?

im really not saying anything..just that there seems to be a tendency that 1st kl ppl dont seem to give a fore-warning that they cant come for an event, due to last minute changes..k, i am DEFINITELY NOT saying that all 1st kl is like that..i can personally vouch for that..but there are a few who are like that..really really benganged about that..k, 1st of all, this morning we are supposed to go for futsal, but something gave me d idea to call them last nite just to double check..Thank God that i did..suddenly a lot of ppl said they cant come, most of which was because parents dont allow, being that it is election day, k, thats ok la, i totally understand that parents let or not..thats not d prob..d prob is, none of them even bothered to tell me..soo crappy..1 of them, not naming who, even said, "i was planning to tell u 2moro morning.." WTFC???!?!?!!(btw, it stands for what the freakin crap..) u noe, i booked d court, n if anything came up, i need to tell them at least d day before..yala, soo pissed about that..so ya, this morning i called d place n told them that i cancelled, n d guy got angry with me, cuz it was soo last minute, n there was a waiting list..if i told them yesterday, still would be better..anyway, i dont think i want to plan anything for these ppl anymore la..take soo much effort, then everything just goes down d drain..actually that is ok la, its just that plz inform la..i realize if it was an official matter, then only will take effort to inform..but y should it be like that? haiz..really disappointed..but like i said, not all is like that..

Love is not a Science..

haha..well, i noe u guys are going like, DUH! but seriously, ppl dont realize it until they like realize it..haha..in other words, ppl are blur..haha..anyway, just finished 2/3 of my midterms..one of which seemed a bit too easy..d objective part..expect nothing less than full marks..anyway, been taking a day off..relaxing..watched d game this morning..1-0..haha..but found ronaldo really not doing well..at least he scored..so ya..really been doing nothing much..really high on music now..haha..TBS sooo rocks..n i will keep saying that!..the albums have been really a good thing for me, cuz it really makes me feel happy n i've been having a real good time, even though it was a stressful week, i really felt great!..haha..OO, something really interesting when i was sitting with friends and we were preparing for our exam..so u guys want to be able to spot a psychology student? this is how before an exam..

Normal students before an exam:

John: hey, how has ur studying been like?

Micheal: really bad..just hope i can remember wat i learnt..

John: ya, i noe wat u mean..


Psychology students:

Peter: hey, have u studied?

Simon: ya, kind of..i hope that my frontal lobe is working properly and i am able to retain wat i studied

Peter: ya, i hope that all my studying is retained in my long-term memory and not my short-term memory..

Simon: yes, i hope that too..maybe if we grouped certain information together we are able to prolong our short-term memory..

Peter: rite, but we need to find commonalities within d information..

haha..k la, it maybe a little exaggerated, but seriously, that was wat my friends were saying..found it hilarious..

Cheers

soooo freakin happy!!

haha..been feeling really happy, even though exams coming, assg deadline coming closer, but just feel great..haha..its because of d last 3 albums u see on my last post..they sooo rock!..also i managed to learn how to play the bass for 'break free' by Hillsongs..haha..good song..sorry, great song..

yea, so my week has been hectic..nothing great really happened..saw addison today..haha..did some catching up..also invited him for d futsal..haha..there is like too many ppl la..i think 15 now..but plan to book for 2 hours, so we all have more of a chance..if u are interested to come, well, u can call me la, 8th march, 2-4..i can try to book 2 courts if there is 20 ppl plus..but i doubt that that many ppl read my blog..haha..

WOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!! TBS!!!!!

Cheers..