Change is inevitable

yea, if u havent seen my msn nick, i've decided to continue my psych degree in Australia n not US..y? well, 1st of all, i think its wat God has planned for me, n 2nd of all d aus uni's im looking at r offering subjects that is closer to what i want to do in d future, which is organizational psychology..d US uni is more towards councelling n disorders..dont really like all that..plan to work with a company n do HR or something..o, n cuz i've chosen Aus, i will be transferring next year, jan or feb..so i'll be around this year..haha..

o, my results finally came out today, a C- for italian! haha..but its ok, still hope to build on it..my other subjects were counselling psych n abnormal psych, a D and a B-..d B- is quite good, cuz i failed that subject d term before, n now its a B! and d D, really not good..crap..haiz..need to work harder!o, ya, i also decided to do 3 subjects this term, research methods, its d other subject that i failed, Intro to industrial and organizational psych, and developmental psych..all heavy subjects..plus side, i have wednesday's and fridays off!!haha..so if anyone has plans on those days can include me!

Cheers..

Coll yet again..

yea, coll started today, n my results from d last term still isnt out..its coming out 2moro..anyway, i've already chosen my subjects n well, no fun subject this term like italian..now im taking research methods, human motivation or developmental psy, intro to drama, n mass comm..maybe intro to drama could be fun..but i heard d lecturer is quite scary..haha..o, research methods had d most surprising events..1) my lecturer was a lecturer that i would never imagine taking this subject, she did abnormal psych last term..2) im d only guy in my class..3) there was only 13 students in class today..super super small..

haha so ya, thats coll..have classes on monday 2-6, tuesday 10-2 then 4-6, wed 10-12, friday 2.30-6..thursdays off again..haha, anyone got any plans can include me as well..haha
feels so quiet without friends..

cheers

BB decision..

i have thought hard n long, well actually not that long to some of u, but ya i've come to the conclusion to try n take my leave after the recruitment..hopefully by then i wouldnt need to..

-when in doubt, pray-

Cheers

The consideration..

hmm..today was a really draggy day..there wasnt the passion to serve in BB anymore, have been feeling this for the past few weeks already, so is God trying to tell me to stop? honestly, i have passion for music.. teaching d other stuff like badgework n drill is ok for me, not a passion..i also realized that today when i was sitting with the joker association of 1st kl, i wanted to do this every week, just sit around n crap nonsense..dont want to be responsible over the boys n d coy..haha..also not very nice, ppl around me all doing stuff, i alone sitting at d side and wasting time..haiz..just want some time away from BB to think it all through..i also feel that im not contributing enough to the coy, if i am, then i think im contributing too much, like all d officers..i noe a lot of u are thinking, "y u complaining so much? other ppl can tahan 20 years plus, n u cant tahan a year also.." well, there is many ways to answer this, n i would say, the answer is in d question..key word: OTHER PPL..God made a difference in ppl..anyway, i dont think i will leave BB, just cant do that, its a big part of my life, all im asking is a break..just to think everything through..

anyway, past few days was ok i guess..btw, wat i said to d ppl who dont read my blog, about d emo, i finally figured out everything that was bothering me..so ya, now im not emoing anymore..

Cheers

to the certain few that dont read this blog..

haha..ya, kinda pointless to write stuff to ppl who wont read it rite? but just no way of expressing myself..well to a certain few who noe wat i am/was going through, well, i kinda said that i will get over it, but this past week i have been just sitting at home n well, i started thinking about it again..crap..so ya, d emo is back..n d best part is i noe there is just nothing i can do about it..its just a feeling that i will just have to live with for now..maybe it will go over time..

anyway, for d rest that read my blog, n have no idea wat i was talking about, i've just been sitting at home doing nothing much..on sunday my cuzin's came over n stayed to watch a movie at my place n i kinda had to sent them home, n stay over as well cuz they didnt noe how to go home..haha..so ya, played a few rounds of dota with ben, beat him twice n lost once, cuz i was being stupid, n i bet he is going to say that he won on skill..so ya, monday cataned a bit then cs with a few of my cuzin's friends..but ya, thats about it..classes starting again next week..haha..results should be coming out on friday..hope i did well..

Cheers..

emo?

yea, if u have my msn add, u would notice that i've been emoing quite a bit recently..well, its because this year is a "goodbye" year..soo many ppl are going off, including myself..well, now im actually feeling better, but u noe, i can still start emoing again, just like when ur sick n u have to finish ur antibiotics, even though u feel perfectly fine..anyway, d past few days was ok..on new years didnt do much..just went out for dinner with family..yesterday went for a farewell dinner for Mark n Wei Liang (hope d spelling is correct)..so thats like 1 friend who has already left..need to keep track..haha..Wei Liang, well i just met him, not really that close..o, i think jh also left, so thats like 2 down..plus sures who has gone/going to US..n beatrice, so thats like 4 down..o, then there is edward low, working in penang, but he will be coming back after 3 months..havent included NS ppl..well person, but he will be coming back..so ya..thats all for now..

cheers..

Happy New Year!!

To all, a Happy New Year, May God Bless it..