the saturday i skipped BB for Comm service

yea..i skipped BB..feel guilty but wat to do? coll work..anyway, today was d last day! woo hoo!!but we r still planning to go back n do something cuz we do feel a bit attached to them la..so took them to d playground, played football, n watched them play some achi game but i forgot wat was d name..but it was darn fun for them..anyway, after i came back, had to practice for worship n after that went to my cousin's house where my grandfather stays n played cards with him..after d cards, played with d dc(dumb cat) n mess with my sister..haha..o, sorry ben for disturbing u..u need to study..lol..had dinner n thats about it i guess..oo, i also finished d game called dungeon man 3..

i have this effect on ppl where they want to catch me making a verbal mistake or something of that order..e.g. a group mate of mine makes some mistakes in her speech, so i just make fun of her, but soon after i realize she is hunting down d moment where i make a verbal mistake or any mistake..haha..but its soo funny cuz when she does catch me, i dont get bugged or get as bugged as her when she made d mistake..so she gets more bugged..o n like i said about messing with my sis..well, i took her phone n put it to silent mode n hid d phone, so she spends hours searching for it, n when she finds it, she takes my wallet n hides it..(btw, she is really bugged at me..haha)but when i realized it was missing, i had to go home, so she had to give it back..so that was sooo funny...its nice watching ppl's plans fail..haha..

Joke of the Day:

wat is green n has wheels?

ans: grass

(d person being question) grass dont have wheels!!!

well, i lied about d wheel part..

no class 2moro!

yea, no class! but i still have comm service that i need to go for..so my celebrations only last for awhile..so today woke up to d sound of banging, cuz my house is under renovation..so had to wake up..went down n watched some tv, studied, tv again, online, tv, n online again..haha..really boring day..highlight was when i played peasant quest(to those who noe wat it is) n finished it! d past few days i was forced to puasa..yea forced..ok, like saturday i had food poisoning so only could eat until dinner, then sunday had d meeting so only ate at 4, monday didnt eat cuz had a meeting at 4pm, so during lunch i was rushing out, tuesday friend didnt want to eat and we were late for class..wednesday i finally had lunch at d proper time..hmm..nothing much happened la..almost dropped a subject, but in d end didnt..well, as u can see, im really finding something to talk about when there is just nothing to talk about..o, if u noticed, all my post titles are different, n i try to keep putting different titles..so far so good..haha..i have interesting hobbies..

YRC!!

yea..2day we had d meeting for the youth room..so hence the title, youth room committee..well, d meeting went well, long, but well..i'd like to thank mark for helping out a lot..Thank God for giving me such a person to help out with this project..so now we're going to send in a proposal to d LCC committee..so after d meeting i had my lunch, which was like 4.30-ish..almost puasaed again..haha..o, yesterday i really puasaed..didnt eat breakfast n lunch cuz i had food poisoning..only ate dinner at 8..anyway, after my lunch at 4.30, went to ben's house n played some football..kept stepping ppls feet..haha..(o, n this time i played with shoes..learnt my lesson)o my sis has left for US, again..room is also going to be renovated..so it was a good day..

k, gtg now..man u is playing..haha..yea, its d MAN U vs. CHEL..hope they win..

Cheers and God Bless..

Community service

Dr. Ng keeps talking about going to d place and 1st have our eyes open, then our hearts broken, then take leadership or do something to help..(ya i noe that doesnt rhyme, but i didnt say it..)

well to clear some things up, Dr. Ng is my lecturer and she is d one who has asked us to go do the comm services..nothing wrong with that, but there is something wrong with d thing she said..so after u do all that, then? ur heart is broken n it cant be mended..this is my 2nd time doing comm service under her class..d 1st time we went n helped, our hearts were broken, n it still is..n if u find some way to heal this hurt, then u would think, isnt that heartless? u've spent so much time there n u can just forget all d pain n suffering that they r going through..so then u dont let it heal, but u cant do anything more, cuz u too busy with ur life, and when ur free to help, it would be either when ur retired or never..if u want to help while ur working, well frankly ur burning urself out faster..so that is just a dilemma..this comm service im with a shelter home, n there are kids that form attachments with us..today i actually got a drawing of a heart from a kindergarten boy..in the heart is written my name n his name..k la, im touched a bit la, but im actually not worried about my broken heart, cuz im use to it..but im much more worried with d kid's heart..but there is nothing that i can do..only pray that he will be fine and that God will take care of him..n ben, like u were saying yesterday, " i cant believe that u can stand kids..i noe i will snap" (or something like this)..well, i use to be like that..i cant stand small kids, but they will actually soften ur heart with d small things that they do..like today there was a 3 year old kid that just ran up to me n jumped on me n gave a big smile..no matter how hard ur heart is, it will just melt..so yea, i think kids r ok now..

*points and opinions are actually based on me and not on my group mates..

Redang..continued..

sorry for d late post..been really busy..but lets continue

Day 3

so on day 3, which was a saturday, we went snorkeling at 9 am..it was good..d fishes were annoying though cuz they will come so close n may even nibble on u..didnt like that, cuz i have this personal space issue..anyway, after d snorkeling, we went back, had lunch n slept..woke up for dinner then went back to d room n played cards..

the fishes at redang..^

more fishes..look how clear is d water..^

d beach at redang..scenic aint it?

Day 4

well, we just packed up n left at 9 am..(yea throughout d whole time i didnt get enough sleep)..n thats about it..

have absolutely no idea what it is..something that helps with reef restoration..

anyway, the past few days have been really taxing..n today was really good..went to do community service in a shelter home..d kids were friendly and cute..haha..just too bad i cant speak tamil cuz most of them speak tamil, but they can understand BM n english..o that reminds me..i actually woke up late n made my group mates wait..felt really bad..anyway, after d comm service, went for class, abnormal psy..haha..after class went home and had a good talk with my dad, in which has helped me resolve some anger that i have for him..also read a really meaningful post on Steven Cheam Win Datt's blog in which has inspired me..anyway, here is a link http://www.stevenboiboi.blogspot.com/
(ben, recommended to read)
so until then..
cheers and God Bless..

BACK FROM REDANG!!

YEA!!! sooo freakin happy..haha..can get back to all d work at hand!..(im actually not a workaholic, im actually very lazy)..anyway, i noe i have been making a big fuss about going to redang, but now i would like to say that i was half right, n half wrong..it was ok, but a trip like this is to take away d stress, but it took away some of it, but added a different kind..but yea, i would say it was ok..worth it, kinda..

anyway, i'll tell u wat happened day by day..

1st day

wake up at 6.30 to find a roach in my room..have no idea y it was just lying on its back, i thought it died of d extreme coldness of my room..haha..but when i went near it, it started moving..so it wasnt dead..so i sprayed it, n left it to die..

dead roach..^

and so we left early in d morning n reached kuala terengganu at about lunch time..well i was actually born in KT n i havent been back since then, so it was like my first time..haha..anyway, we spent d nite there..found some stuff which was kinda cool..well, kinda..i was really bored..anyway, here are pics..

not bad ah? its either a sign pointing to keropok lekor, or that is d museum's name..haha.. u can ask JKR to advertise business for u..lol..^

going to redang in this weather..^

sorry its a bit dark, but that is d KT version of Petaling Street..^

haha..im a bad photographer..but i was in d car..anyway, u remember d Batu Bersurat? haha..well that is it..^

anyway, d 1st day was basically spent shopping..wat to do? family full of feminine presence..haha..btw, i bought gifts so u better take it! if not, u could be d 1st person who gets seriously injured from souvenir items..but, ya, wat to do? feminine presence..

2nd day
d 2nd day we started early again but this time to go to redang..we reached d jeti, and went shopping again..anyway at d jeti, my mum was eating something which attracted a cat..so my mum didnt want d cat to come so she moved away, leaving space for d cat to jump onto d bench..anyway, here r pics..anyway, my mum gave it d food to get it off d bench..

see d space on d bench? d cat managed to clear all that place..my mum, sis n i were sitting there..haha..^

face of a satisfied cat..^

so when we reached, we had lunch, then went to our rooms..btw, d resort we stayed in was great! recommended!..Laguna resort or laguna beach resort..haha..anyway, as soon as we reached, everyone besides me n my younger sis decided to sleep..(real anti-climax), so we both were doing our work and playing around with d camera..when everyone woke up, we went n did some archery..haha..not bad..my younger sis seems to be good at it..

D beach we were at..^

more pics of d beach..not bad eh?..^
sleeping ppl..come all d way to sleep..^

Younger sis shooting..not bad..definitely better than me..haha..but i can catch up fast..^

anyway, day 3 and 4 will be done 2moro..dont worry, still got a lot of pics..

Recruitment meeting that helped me..

well, today i thought i could sleep in, (actually it is yesterday) but i woke up tnx to my sis..anyway, i had to go pass up my italian quiz paper in coll then was planning to have lunch with jun hsiang, tommy n choon meng..so i did, then jun hsiang had to go for tuition n d rest of us had a meeting at 5 pm, so we dota-ed a while then headed up..waited for all d others to come, n when they did, d meeting stared..well, i cant really say about d contents, but it is going to be a good recruitment!..lol..so later we ordered pizza n had dinner, then mr wong tried his best to convince us to not quit BB, n i think all that he said has motivated me a bit..it makes sense to me, but we will see wat God wants me to do..so thank u mr wong! haha..i hope that wat he said made all 3 of us think a bit more..

"Why do you make juniors sound like a bad thing?!" - Mr Wong Giok Leigh

well, we make it sound bad cuz we dont want to do it..like how a kid who hates eating broccoli describes the taste to be disgusting n tastes like vomit..

"In life, there are things that we like to do, and there are things that we have to do" - Mr Wong Giok Leigh

Tag, ur it..

Seven things to be done before my death.
1. play salvation is here
2. at least an amateur bass guitarist
3. see simon promoted
4. watch my child succeed in life
5. watch 1st kl win the band comp
6. write memoirs
7. write a song

Seven things I will NOT do even if it kills me.
1. premarital sex
2. smoke
3. misusing drugs
4. murder
5. smash my bass
6. sell out my friends
7. not listen to music for a whole day

Seven things I do when I'm away from the public.
1. laugh (as in away from my family)
2. ponder
3. sing!
4. walk around a lot
5. watch tv (if available)
6. play bass (if available)
7. go online (if avaiable)

Seven fav sentences/quotes.
1. ICKY THUMP!!
2. um........not........pigeons
3. tooooooooooooooooooooooooo bbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadddddddddd!!!!!
4. im so poor, i cant pay attention!
5. SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIMMMMMMMMMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
6.SIMON, BARK LIKE A CAT!!!
7. (illegal emoticon)

Seven favourite songs from all time
1. most of Taking Back Sunday
2. all Linkin Park (most favourite is place for my head)
3. again i go unnoticed- Dashboard Confessionals
4. hum halellujah - Fall Out Boys
5. last train home - Lost Prophets
6. Blue Ridge Saga- James Swearingham ( not sure d spelling)
7. Breathe- Breaking Benjamin

Seven things I'll make you wish you didn't do if you did.
1. not admit your mistakes
2. try to change everyone to become like you
3. talk big( as in not jokingly)
4. say one thing and do another
5. delete all my songs
6. do anything to my bass
7. violate my personal space (ya, i dont really mind ppl betraying me, as long as they really repent)

Seven people to tag.
1. simon
2. choon meng
3. suneel
4. sai hong
5. jason
6. darryn
7. kar hoe ( i so want to put dana's name, but i dont want to..so u owe me!)

memorable day..

In remembrance to those who lost their lives, and the families, friends and everyone else that suffered..God Bless..

well, despite all d unfortunate things that is happening at around this time (to me or anyone else), today was quite a good day..went for italian class, n really enjoyed it..now im able to pick up a few words, n can speak in simple sentences, of course its not natural yet..but im still proud of myself..haha..i realized that i have really low esteem, so i have to take whatever praise that i can get..o, i think i have a type of schizophrenia! i can state down all my symptoms, but im not! gonna figure it out myself..k, got lots of things to do (actually its just a quiz and griping about the trip this thursday till sunday)..so till then, cheers!

Nominee for worst drummer in the world!!

haha..yea..i really suck..but i thank God for not making me play so badly..as jonathan said, " The Holy Spirit was guiding my hands"..haha..anyway, after church we headed to a restaurant n had banana leaf..d waiter we got couldnt speak malay n english..so he spoke to us in tamil, which was funny la..he looked at ben but ben couldnt speak then everyone else looked at me, but i cant speak!..haha..anyway, we got that out of d way then headed back to church, cuz there was a meeting that ben had to go for..so me, mark n julian were apart of d KPC AJK n just sat for it..gave my 2 cents then thats it..later went back to ben's house n i found a puzzle thing which is interesting..darryn, i'll try to pass it to u..anyway, here are pics..btw, darryn is a great rubic's cube user..there i said it..anyway, next friday, saturday and sunday cuz i will be going for a stupid family trip which is a total waste of time..that is my prediction..haiz..so annoyed that i have to go la..but wat to do..

before...^

after..^

unfortunately, i still havent figured out a way to solve it..d after pic is faked..lol..

Tattoo..

haha..had d opprtunity to go for it..decided not to la..still feeling emotional about watching other bands..yesterday was not bad la..still emo-ing since d arguement, but now im better la..anyway, went for band, was really really really really really really frustrated with d NCO's..sometimes i just want to smack them till they buck up..all of them just dont show dedication for the band..haiz..(well not up to my expectations)..after that jun hsiang n chen hoong waited with me till it was about 5++ cuz i ha worship practice at 8 pm n it didnt make sense for me to go home n go for d worship..anyway, i went to jo's house after that, helped him with some competition, then my aunt sent me n isaak to church for d practice..eventhough it was 8.20, we were like one of d earliest..haha..so i wanted to go clear my head so i decided to go walking around..when i came back, d others had arrived..played d drums like a person who cant play..which is true la..haha..i have self-esteem issues..anyway, its about worshiping God, not about showing my skills..today was ok..quite normal..mark yap gave me his officers uniform..haha..hint hint..k, thats all i think..

moodless to blog

yea, as stated in d title..but there is a lot of things to say..

1st of all, sorry to everyone! my sis accidentally downloaded a virus onto d com, n i didnt noe about it..really sorry..my dad doesnt want to help fix d problem..i bet he thinks its my fault..anyway, im in d middle of an arguement with my dad, so that is d reason im moodless(depressed)..might tell u guys about some other time..o, i was planning to write a play or musical after being inspired by 3rd kl's performance, so i finally have a plot going..k, thats its for now..till next time..

Drumming for Main..

hmm..i actually thought i had a lot of things to say here, but now i dont..tnx to my parents la..spoil my mood..hmm..well lets start from yesterday..went for BB, did sharing for d 1st time, according to officers, it was good, d boys enjoyed it but i made d mistake of asking d boys to run around, which is a mistake la..haha..trial n error..after that did some calculating for the coy for d BB month..after BB, i rushed over to church for worship practice with Jack Sparrow (my bass guitar) but in d end was asked to play drums, cuz Ju Hann couldnt play..ish..so my debut with jack is still to occur..after worship practice, we headed to Murni's in SS2 for dinner..haha..then jo came and picked us up, cuz jesh and isaak had to be back at 11.45..haha..anyway, after sending them home, we went out to watch d Man U game..it was a bit troubling to watch it la, cuz they took quite long just to score a goal..haha..but yea, it ended 1-0 in favor of Man U..

so we reached home after d game but i think isaak accidentally locked both of us out, n i felt really really bad for waking my uncle and aunt up..anyway, went to bed at 3 am, n woke up at 6.30, cuz we were playing for d 1st and 2nd service..haha..i screwed up d 1st service cuz wasnt 'high' on d music..2nd service was much better..after service we went to the chicken rice shop in a giant (sorry, not sure where) n helped my aunt with the groceries..after that headed to ben's house, n help him clean is car and d front porch..then he showed me a song that sounds exactly like 'Negaraku' but its a Hawaiian song..haha..name is *mamula moon or something like that..

o, btw my older sis is back from US..so far havent had a chance to talk to her,but even like this she is already causing me so much trouble..really speechless..anyway, in d car on d way back from ben's house, i i overheard that we were leaving for a family trip on 13th of this month, n thats a thursday..i have class of friday morning, so i ask my parents if they could just wait to leave after my class, that i would appreciate it..straight away get scolded..eventhough i asked nicely, i get scolded..k la, i noe that i have asked d questions a few times, but i never got an answer..then now get scolded, claiming that they have answered..haiz..that really spoilt my mood..o n if u were wondering about the title of d post, cuz it was my 1st time drumming for main! was looking forward to this moment..

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