Interesting week....

haha, yea..k, starts off with Isaak's birthday surprise which was on monday..haha..we did surprise him, like were d 1st ppl to do that..so ya..haha yay us! 2 points..

also monday was a speech that was tidak memuas-hatikan where i over shot d time by 1 min, which means my marks got cut..GAAA!! minus 4 points..

also is the vids la, haha that a plus point la..d violin vids that is in my previous post so click on that n watch d vids to noe wat im talking about..2 points, 1 for each vid..

tuesday and wednesday nothing much la.. 0 points

thursday went for worship practice, which was cool, cuz i REALLY love playing bass or drums..so its a 10 points plus..haha

friday, didnt go to coll, then realized that i had an assignment to pass up.. so i had to go to coll to pass it up then go to school for band..minus 5 points

after that went to watch zohan with cm n tommy for cm's birthday celebration..2 points la..give face..

then d movie was ok, funny but d storyline was really bad..plus 1, minus 2 = minus 1 point

friday got into an accident with tommy in d car, he was driving n i was in d pessenger seat.. minus 5 points

then staying on to help him to settle d whole thing till like 8 pm..accident was at 6.10pm..plus 3 points

had to miss CCF because of this..minus 4

later finding out that tommy get grounded for sending me home..minus 5

saturday, had a Nepali lunch with jason lai and family, mimz, n peter..plus 6 points, 1 for each person..

finding out that cm needs to go home from BB cuz he has heartburn n needs to see d doctor..minus 4 points

BB meeting..1 point..got to play football! but it was with junior boys..

met addison n talked about drums..plus 2 points

council meeting, 0 points..neutral

Man U winning!!!..plus 7 points

Man U given a penalty that was a bad decision..minus 3..

Sunday, worship..plus 10 points..i just love playing bass and worshipping..

being offered to play bass for christmas..plus 1..

turning down the offer because of studies..minus 3...

youth camp meeting..was good in my opinion..plus 1..haha

spending lunch and dota with isaak..plus 5..

having a good game of dota with isaak and getting a hero (dark seer) that i used super well..plus 2..

later i come home, i find a dog out in d backyard..plus 1..always wanted a dog..

so ya, i psycho-analyze d dog..haha bet u guys are laughing..just d usual analyze la..haha..so my conclusion is that its an emo dog..where it will come up to ur hand and just wants to be patted..wont bark, wont run around n play..food also quite hard to give..but yea, its an emo dog la..just comes to u and wants to be patted, nothing else..shows that it just wants to be accepted into the family and also wants attention..haha..yea, its a female dog..k, points..hmm..neutral la..maybe more positive..plus 2? yea..should be correct la..

k, so thats all la..btw d points is just a numerical value of d event to me la..so lets count..

2-4+2+10-5+2-1-5+3-4-5+6-4+1+2+7-3+10+1-3+1+5+2+1+2= +23..so its been a good week..haha..well kinda la.. EMO DOG!!haha..find that funny..dunno y..maybe we should name it emo..

Cheers

Im not shy..Im just anti social

haha..finally got some breathing space, so i can blog a bit..

so yea, if u like saw me in class, or in a party, or somewhere where im not going anywhere, and i dont say hi, its not that im shy, its cuz im anti social..as in i dont want to say hi to u..k sounds bad rite? well it has a deeper meaning la..im a VERY phlegmatic person (which means im the kind of person that wants to please everyone around me) so in my mind, i see myself as a burden where if i walk up to u and u have a group of friends with u that i dont noe, so i might cause an awkward moment for u cuz u guys might find it difficult to talk about ur usual stuff cuz of my presence (get wat i mean?) so yea, i see it as helping u, and your friends, have the most amount of fun as much of the time..IF u came up to me and told me, "its ok, join in!" then i would.. but other than that..

k, if you saw me walking along a corridor, or a walk way or watever, n i dont say hi, well its cuz i just didnt see u..haha..k, sometimes i do see u, but i would be thinking, "is that who i think it is?" cuz i kinda like have a phobia where i waved at someone i didnt noe, cuz he look IDENTICALLY like someone i noe, and that guy just gave me d weird look..so yea, instead of waving first, i would wait for u to wave first..just to confirm..but yea..i also get ignored quite a lot la, as in i would be talking to someone without that person realizing, mostly i would say is because i dont have a very loud or out standing voice, or i just speak at d wrong times..so yea..haha..

Random posts to keep u guys occupied..

haha..yea, sounds like a burden rite? well, im not gonna lie, it is a burden, but its a calculated burden..

quote of the day,

" headaches causes your heads to hurt"

btw, watch this, its really good..

quotes

these are some of the quotes that amused me today..

"Remember class, if you have high emotion, you have low intel!" - Lecturer, talking about how conflicts are started, and how we need to be in order to resolve it..

"Hi...wat movie?...SHUT UP..STUPID" Friend, a conversation done by 1 person..haha..cuz ppl are collecting their movie tickets, so yea, this person was at d counter, handing out d tickets..(well, it did not really happen la..)

"LLAAAAAAAAAAAAAA............. KUKARACA! LA KUKARACA! ENCHALADA BLA BLA BLA!

LA KUKARACA, LA KUKARACA, AND A BURITO BLA BLA BLA!" - Cosmo of the Fairly Oddparents..haha, it was just soo funny..

"the chicken hair guy"- Friend, talking about someone in class..haha..

ha..k, there is my other lecturer, who im starting to have a problem with her..cuz she says things that is directly opposite to wat she said previously..

k, she is a LAN Malaysian Studies lecturer, so she was talking about our assignment where we came up with 5 qualifiers to enter the parliment la..so yea, she was telling us d "correct"(im using this term VERY loosely) answers..so she was saying that a politician who HAD homosexual tendencies is ok to run for parliment cuz that person has like married a woman and has kids (k it is about a spesific person, but i dont want to say who la, cuz i might get into trouble la over something SHE said in class), cuz PPL CAN CHANGE (note the cap-ed words)..k, then she says that a qualifier is that a candidate for parliment CANNOT be DIVORCED OR HAVE MORE THAN 1 WIFE.. WTC?? kk, not really done la..so her explanation is divorce means its a sign of immaturity..so its a MISTAKE that person has made..so? she only said, ppl can change..then now its a unforgivable mistake, means that the person is incapable of changing for the better..plus, im not talking about the fact taht we live in an Islamic nation, so poligamy is approved.. (k, im not saying anything, cuz it is a religious rite, therefore if they act that way, doesnt that mean that they are more religious? plz correct me if im wrong) hmmm..kk, i should stop here la..pissing off la class today..a person who just stands in front of class and talks BS..haiz...A LOT to complain about her la..u want to noe more, just ask me on msn la..

cheers

like seriously, why?

k, i usually dont stay up this late on d com, but yea, had some stuff to check out..n i visited jo/smith's blog, n well, he posted something on being in a bad mood n how to over come it..

well, it got me thinking la..so he says like, live your days for others so that u can make their days brighter (rite jo?) but yea, i just thought, y isnt it that simple? y cant we just change our mindset? then d next question is, y MUST we change our mindset? y cant we just be in a bad mood?

i always thought that being sad was a bad thing, until one day when i was emoing and a friend told me that its good to emo, so i was puzzled by the statement..reason y its good is because if u are emoing, means that u have the ability to feel..so yea, i dont see sadness or emo as a bad thing anymore..

so k, after reading jo's post, i was thinking, y do ppl not act that way? of course a lot of psych theories did flood my thoughts, which i dont think i want to bore u guys with it, but yea..the fact is, when we are in a bad mood or watever, we are really really focused on ourselves, and most of the time, we are angry over something else, or over someone else, so it's hard to be nice to others when d problems comes from there..

hmm...so yea, a lot of philosophical thoughts..but yea, studying philo this sem, so yea, i think im going to get REALLY annoying after this sem..haha..basically philo is asking questions..haha..(like, REALLY REALLY the basics of philo)

Cheers

"MEANINGLESS! MEANINGLESS!" Says the Teacher. "Utterly meaningless! Everything is meaningless".

but everyone's doing it!

so yea, peer pressure..is it really bad? i mean do u guys think that its a bad thing? i noe i do..so yea, is it really? think about it..k la, maybe it is la..implications behind it is that "u dont have a brain", "cannot think for urself?" (heard all that before?) and so on..which maybe true but is it really?

k, IF it is such a bad thing, then y does it still exist? well, i would say that its a simple answer..human beings are social creatures..we have a sense of belonging, so by following a trend or by following a certain activity u feel that u are accepted by others..which is true..well, just say there is a group of ppl who play a certain game, like rugby n u want to talk to them..but u find that its soo hard, cuz they only talk about rugby..so how? some ppl think that just cuz they dont talk to them, the d group thinks that d person is some weird guy or a useless guy..but the truth is d group dont label u as useless (well im assuming these ppl are nice ppl la, like me, jo, ben, tommy, jh, cm n other ppl who think they are nice la..:p) but they just think that they cant relate to u..(just imagine if u had someone who came to ur group of friends and couldnt fit in) so yea, wat would u do? k i noe most of u would say this JUST to prove my point wrong, that u all would go find another group, but that is not d question..d question is, wat would u do to fit into that group? would u go and learn how to play rugby? or learn d rules?

of course la the situation isnt always like that la..yea, ppl do label u as a weird person, just cuz u dont do something that is in d norm..society uses peer pressure to be able to control everyone to be "normal"..y? if there is no control/ order, then there is chaos..

k, so is peer pressure still bad? well, in my humblest opinion, it depends on d situation..well, we are intellectual creatures and also have d ability to differentiate the difference of good and bad, right and left, (well most of the time) so yea, use ur intellect..the Bible is there to guide u also..so yea, somethings should be followed like talking to urself in public is not d normal thing ppl do (well, having a conversation kinda talking to urself, not thinking out loud), but others things that dont do much help to urself and to others, like smoking n other stuff shouldnt be followed..well, if u rationalize that u should do it, then really, i cant stop u la, go ahead..just make sure u have all d facts, all d pro's and con's..from my experience, a socially inept person, i remember getting into fights (fist fights) with other ppl, just because my friends said that i should, even though i had nothing against that person..y did i do it? well, if i didnt, i wouldnt have a story to tell u all now rite? haha..(pro or not, std 4-6 already planning to blog about this)

haha..k, thats all la..i guess..a bit lengthy for me..

Quote of the Day...

" Start the day with nothing in your head because by the end of the day, you will have nothing to lose.."

-Caleb George Mamman

hehe..talking about how i live my life..haha..explains y i talk a lot of crap..

Cheers

answer: bowl of soup

Why i dont do tags?

anyway, i think i should justify my actions right about now, so yea..

i dont do tags..y? k, honestly i've given A LOT OF reasons as to y i dont do it..which is all true..to be d most honest that i can be, i just dont feel rite about doing it..so y do i use all those reasons? well, i cant really explain d feeling, so thats y i use soo many reasons..so yea..i dont do tags..if u really want to noe me through random questions, just ask me..msn, e mail, phone, that is if ur sooo free..

k, latest update on my UNI stuff..hhaha..k, praise God, answers are coming in, thick and fast..well, at least now i can safely say that im going to Adelaide and in Febuary..at least i have d town and time settled, rite? haha..k, as i said about Flinders yesterday, well, that is my first choice, as it is like ranked 10th in Australia, compared to UNISA, which is not even on the list that i looked at..so yea..its also cool that they requirement for CGPA is 2.7 to enter, but even with my CGPA they said i can go over there..so yea, good Uni..so now im applying for Flinders U..so yea, hope i can go in without complications..if i cant, then there is always UNISA..haha..

Cheers..

Fasting ain't easy..

yea, although its coming from me, it really ain't easy.. i noe i dont eat much n i've skipped lunch sooo many times, that its enough to feed a small nation, its still difficult, cuz i usually eat as soon as i get hungry.. k, before all of u go like, "wat?" or "CALEB!! U'VE TURNED MUSLIM????!!!" im actually fasting for the future of 1st KL, as we need prayer..i've decided to fast from today onwards 02/09/08 - Retreat, which just soo happens to be on Raya, so yea, i'll be joining the muslims this fasting month..to the 1st kl ppl, feel free to join in and also plz do pray for us, as we need help with officers, where we do not have enough officers, both seniors and juniors..to the others, plz pray for us as well..

btw, if you join in the fast, do let me noe, so that we can keep each other accountable..

btw, just to update u guys on my current situation on my transfering, currently, i've been accepted by Flinders University, in Adelaide, but there is still some problems there still, which is i need to minor in something to get in, but d subjects that i've chosen dont really make a clear line for which area i can minor in..so yea, i MIGHT be there an extra semester, to like, minor in something..savvy? (k, dont mean that in a annoyed way..just using it more now..haha)

Cheers