Finally...

haha..1 year and 9 months..thats how long it took me to get my P license..but it was really a blessing from God..i didnt practice for this exam, d only thing i did was pray, and i prayed a lot..sometimes thats all that u need to get through certain events..d past exams i have been trying to do everything myself n i didnt ask help at all..i kept focusing on d mistakes that i made d last time n tried to improve..this time around, i just prayed..God yet again stood by my side..i hope that this story reaches out to ppl so that they start to pray more n surrender everything to Him..

also in d LRT today, i also realized that i am cured of my terrible loneliness that i was feeling..i noticed this when i saw a couple being romantic with each other, and i didnt feel anything..so yea, like i said my past infatuation was purely based on this loneliness..i have also prayed about this and yet again, God has answered my prayers..so seriously, any kind of problem u r facing, just pray..serious..

anyway, here is a extremely lame song i thought of while i was heading to coll today..its based on the tanggal 31 ogos song..

Tanggal tiga puluh satu
bulan s'puluh
dua ribu tujuh
saya dapat memandu
tanpa orang duduk
di sebelah kiriku
kecuali saya k'ta gitu..

haha...i noe, super super lame..but im happy..

Cheers..

Assignment that gave me the most headache..

ahhhhhh....it was sooo annoying...all started on thursday where i was supposed to meet my partner in this assg (abbreviation for assignment) , and we were supposed to conduct a counseling session, but we didnt do it on that day, cuz we werent prepared..so we decided to meet on friday to do the proper thing, but unfortunately my partner had trouble attending college so we had to make the recording on monday, and the due date was today..anyway, on friday i went for football practice to play for my department on saturday, where we finished on top of the group, but got knocked out in the quarterfinals..so it ended at 12 for me, so i rushed home to take a shower and head back to BB to enlighten the Junior Section Officers' Council about a camp that i am organizing.

Sunday was also a "great" day..i forgot to get my boots from BB on saturday, so i had to run back to YC and get my boot, which wasnt there, so luckily jason tham was there so i could steal, i mean borrow his boots.. then went to my uncle's house to get ready for church where we were celebrating BB Sunday, therefore i was requested to wear my uniform last year, therefore i wore it..just to make things clear, i am not ashamed to wear my uniform, but i felt betrayed that darryn didnt wear his..cuz i smsed him earlier asking him about what to wear, and he indicates that he is also wearing his uniform. then suddenly he shows up in a red company shirt (i think)..so he is known as FFK from now onwards..anyway, Sunday was also Ben's birthday so i kinda hanged around him the whole day..went to pizza hut for a surprise birthday lunch then went to his house to rest a bit..later jo came over n we went CS after dinner until like 10.30 then i went home.

Monday i woke up at 6 to return d boots to jason, cuz there was a performance at genting, where the band played for the late Dato Seri Lim Goh Tong's funeral. unfortunately i arrived at YC at 8 am, and they left at 7, so i left d boots there and headed to coll where my class starts at 12..reached coll at 9 something then just sat there, extra sleepy, n wrote lyrics to another song..( ya, i didnt bring a book to read, so had to write something) then ran into joshua from church, and helped him with his experiment. then went walking around n shopping for a test pad..haha..finally bought it cuz i ran out like a month ago..anyway, went to class, then had the meeting for my assg, and did the recording..so got it done went home and was soo tired, i couldnt start d work ( which was writing out the entire recording of 17.09 mins)fell asleep at 7 n woke up at 9, so that i could start, but i was even more tired, so i decided to wake up at 7 am and start it..

so i did and it took me until 3 pm to finish..and in order for me to pass up, i need my partner's work and also i had to burn d recordings onto a CD. so i tried to call and message her to pass me her part, but there was no response, so i felt really bad, n also a bit angry at her cuz i dont want to pass up the work late, cuz i put in too much effort..so i left her a message that i will pass up myself and also told her to do d same..so i left my house at 3.30 n reached coll at 4.45 n printed d work, then passed it up at 4.57 (due time was 5 pm)..so i started to head home, then i realized, i didnt pass up the CD with the assg..so i rushed back n i say that d folder was being cleared, n the clerk there was really nice and allowed me to attach d CD to my assg..so now i leave coll and i reach home at 6.45 and i find that d house is locked and the maid went to pick my younger sister, so i was stuck out side for like, 30 mins..during that time i continued the lyrics, adding and editing it..so that was my day..my driving test is 2moro n i havent practiced at all! but i have faith in God and if He wants me to pass, He will let me..

Cheers

how a bad week turns good..

yea, this week was really bad..like seriously..i really felt weak and defenseless but it turned out good if not great..1st of all i was sick on saturday and went for d Founder's day celebration at sentul organized by 2nd KL..(i dont really want to comment on it because of all the fuss generated from d comments) but it was good..really sorry i didnt enjoy it much cuz i was sick..but yea anyway, went to church n attended the youth comm meeting as d KPC AJK..haha..suddenly asked to lead stuff..like crap..but its ok la..God wont burden you if u cant handle it..only prob is that i dont plan on being in kl during the event, so i kinda had to share the job..haha..ooo got some good news, d youth room is repaired! so d leakage is gone and now it can be used..only things left is d designs..

k, back to d story..so on sunday evening(not sure if it was sunday evening or monday) i think i suddenly get a sms by a friend asking y did i skip the midterm exam for counseling psy..i was like, ICKY THUMP?????!!!!!!! i didnt even noe that there was an exam on the saturday where i was marching around as d colour guard for Founder's Day..so u could say i was in deep s*** haha..anyway, on tuesday i went to d clinic to talk to d doctor to get a MC for satuday, which i did go see d doctor on friday nite..its not a lie k..but ya, d doc told me to go get 8 hours of sleep on friday nite, d prob is i didnt follow his orders..so yea..anyway, on tuesday i was kinda feeling like there was something out to get me n make sure i fail..but i spent most of d day praying n after i prayed once i suddenly caught myself singing Lord I Lift Your Name on High in my mind, so thats when i knew that God was with me..it felt soo relieving..so after getting d MC without a problem, i went to college to talk to my lecturer to resit d exam, which after much discussion he finally allowed my to re-sit d exam on wednesday..that really put my mind to rest, but not too much cuz i only had like 3 hours to study for my exam..so i did it n it was ok..praise God!!!k..everything is ok now..will be representing my department for football this saturday, therefore wont be going for BB..yea, i noe its kinda bad, skipping BB for football, but its not about d football, it helps with my resume where i can tell my US uni that i actively take part in college activities..so yea..thats about it la..sorry for d late update i guess n sorry for d long post..been busy and it was an eventful week!..

Cheers..

Condolence to Uncle Bryan

I would like to extend my condolences to Uncle Bryan on the demise of his beloved father who just accepted Christ a few years ago..

yea, i noe its unfortunate la..but God has a plan, thats y He calls His children home..well, i've been out mostly for d past few days, even though i am sick..(temperature peaked to 40 degrees C)..but wat to do? got work to do..hmm..tuesday was Mr. Jonathan Chan's mothers funeral, wednesday was experiments 11-4pm, today was community service, n 2moro is Uncle Byran's fathers funeral, saturday is Founder's/BB day! yea..all this when im sick..haha..God is really testing/training me now to be able to face other more difficult situations..o, there r photo's from d retreat, but i dont have them, n dont feel like uploading em up just yet..haha..lazy..o, i think my fever is gone la, dont feel hot, but my throat is killing me..haiz..o i got no room to sleep in today, they finally broke down my rooms wall and now its open to the road..haha..so yea..thats all for now..

cheers..

Condolences to Mr. Jonathan Chan Kian Wing

Here is my heartiest condolences to jonathan chan and his family. His mother has been called back to God on a Sunday morning, 14/10/07..we are all here to support you and your family spiritually..

actually i dont feel like blogging today cuz im sick and just came back from the retreat, but there is too many things that needs to be said.. 1 of which is jon's mother..my prayers are on the family..anyway, today i woke up with a really bad sorethroat, running nose and also my body was heating up..so we had a meeting after that then packed up, had lunch in Frasers town..anyway, on the way back i threw up cuz i get car sick really fast, but it had something to do with me being sick..so a few moments i was checking the mybbforum and to my surprise i found a post about porn..dont worry, the topic has been deleted..haiz..k la..thats about it la..details can ask me la..really sick.. so cheers..

schooling..

New school semester:


At the first week:


At the second week:


Before the mid-term test:


During the mid-term test:


After the mid-term test:


Before the final exam:


Once know the final exam schedule:


7 days before final exam:


6 days before final exam:


5 days before final exam:


4 days before final exam:


3 days before final exam:


2 days before final exam:


1 day before final exam:


A night before final exam:


1 hour before final exam:


During the final exam:


Once walk out from the exam hall:


After the final exam, during the holiday:

the day before the retreat..

haha..wont be on for d next 3 days..well kinda la..maybe will be on on monday nite..haha..anyway, should thank ben for having me over yesterday..haha..yea, went to ben's house yesterday to get some files(included is DOTA..haha), and also work on another song that im writing..but it was a good session..a lot was accomplished..hope its a good song la..

anyway, today i was supposed to wake up at 6++ cuz was supposed to follow parents to coll..HOWEVER, my parents didnt wake me up, so i skipped class..crap..anyway, did some studying la..then worked on d bass for d song im writing, DOTA-ed..haha..then had dinner, watched tv, n now online..lol..so thats how i prepared for the retreat..lol..btw, there is no BB meeting this saturday(for those ppl who didnt noe that)..been listening to a TBS called This Photograph is Proof (I Know You Know) over and over again..soooooooooo good la..i was really surprised that the band had broke up..d lead guitarist, also d back up singer, decided to leave d band..crap la..d guy is really good..like, seriously..super talented..so i guess listening to it over and over is a tribute i guess..

cheers..

wat a way to start ur self-declared holiday..

...really really speechless..spent 1st day of my self-declared holidays by going to coll..haiz..sooooo anti climatic..had to pass up a mid term case study..then since i was in coll, might as well attend class..haiz..anyway, 2moro is a really free day for me..thought i would be spending it to pack for d retreat, but i found out that d retreat is on saturday..ops..thought it was a friday..(btw, it doesnt take me a whole day to pack..just thought i would be spending time only..thats all..) well, wat it means is that i can attend italian class on friday..haha..yet another holiday i am spending in coll..haiz..i think i will postpone the self-declared holiday to friday la..haha..got my mid term back for abnormal psy..39/60..its ok la..not good, but not bad..haiz..a bit sad la but it was really fast that the marking of d paper..like 15 minutes for everyone! haha..all objective la..so thats y so fast..anyway, after class, went for another recruitment meeting n ate KFC, even though i have a phobia of KFC..haha..

1 of the few things that i dont like is that ppl who are taking exams (esp SPM/PMR/UPSR) always always complain about stress..really annoying la..esp when they say that they r going to die..COME ON LA!..its not that bad la..i survived it la, so just suck it up, ppl with worse conditions than me has survived it, so y cant u?..ur exams are like such small things la compared to wat other ppl face..family problems, abuse problems, physical problems, financial problems, psychological problems, just to name a few..for STPM ppl, k la, havent really heard a person complain yet, cuz they are like use to it already i guess..but still i can understand la, cuz its important la..ok, not to say that all exams r not important, they are, but wat im saying is that, dont complain la..just figure out a way to solve d problem la..wat does complaining about stuff do? does it help? k, i admit la, complaining helps let go of steam, distress..thats wat i do also la..but can not like, complain too much? just like once is enough la..anyway, this is my point of view la..if u still want to complain, go ahead, im not trying to change u la..just voicing out my opinion about all this..hope that it opens ur eyes that ur complaining actually affects ppl la..

a battle half won..

finally, 3 years and 10 months i have tried to do this..finally has happened..so congratz simon chow samuel..LCPL..but d battle is only half won..now wat u need to do is keep the standard and get d respect of d others..u can do it simon..haha.. and congrats to all d other promotions..lcpl wo xian lum, cpl lim chen hoong, and sgt jason tham..

yea, sorry about that la..kinda just found out about d promotions..(thats how updated u are at juniors..) anyway, i have self declared that now onwards is holidays for me..haha..been a good boy for too long..hm..was planning to go out 2moro, but seems like nobody i have invited is interested..but 2moro is going to be fun..passing up a case study, watching movie, then finally a meeting at 6.30 again..woohoo!!o, friday onwards, i will be like, on a retreat..thats at fraisers hill..hmm..need to pack some sweaters.lol..o, finally, i had my midterm yesterday..it was ok..i hope to get all correct, but i think that logically i will get like, 30++correct(out of 60)..yea..its that tough..n im just not smart..

so till next time..cheers

stolen from brother singh's blog..

haha..d last 2 days were crazy for me..well, not really, but i was just busy lepaking i guess..
k so had class on friday 8-9.30 after that headed to school (MBS) n met up with friends..after waiting till like, 12.30, we went down for lunch till like 2++ then went bowling, snooker n ended at 6.30..6.30 there was a meeting which lasted till 10 n then dinner till like 11.30 i think..haha..went home, woke up at 8.30 n had to skip class cuz i overslept..haiz..anyway, went to BB, did some GOH stuff, band, juniors, junior band GOH practice n finally went out for dinner..so i finally reached home like 12..haha..o, i have a midterm coming up soon..on monday..superb..haha..

anyway, i read this on Suneel's, aka sam jones, blog..quite funny n kinda true..in a way..

Lesson One:

An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing. A small rabbit saw

the eagle and asked him, "Can I also sit like you and do nothing?" The

eagle answered: "Sure, why not" So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the

eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit

and ate it.

Management Lesson: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting

very, very high up.

Lesson Two:

A turkey was chatting with a bull. "I would love to be able to get to the

top of that tree," sighed the

turkey, "but I haven't got the energy." "Well, why don't you nibble on

some of my droppings?" replied the bull. "They're packed with nutrients."

The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him

enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day,

after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a

fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top ofthe tree. He was

promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Management Lesson: Bull shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep

you there.

Lesson Three:

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold, the bird

froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there,

a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in

the pile of cow dung, he began to realize howwarm he was. The dung was

actually thawing him out! He laid there all warmand happy, and soon began

to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to

investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the

pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Management Lesson:

(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.

(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.

(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

NEW LAPTOP!!!

YEA!! i finally got my laptop..well, its my 1st laptop, so it cant be my new laptop, cuz its my 1st laptop, that already means that its new..to me..well, kinda..anyway, thats all i guess..haha..got a meeting 2moro at 6.30..wat else..hmm..

o i was pondering on why is d 'yellow brick road' was called 'the yellow brick road'..y couldnt it have been blue, red or any other colour? well, d answer was just simple..it sounded better..fine, like duh rite?? just try saying blue brick road or brown brick road or black brick road..its kinda hard to say..cuz d colours all start with a b alphabet infront of it..ok, so we find colours that start with a different alphabet..red, white, purple..well, red brick road is like so normal, cuz most bricks are red..haha..white, well, then it is like so plain, isnt it? n finally purple..it kinda has d same effect as blue or brown..so bottom line is, thats y its called the yellow brick road..n yes, i some times have nothing better to do..

didnt go class..crap..

ya, today i woke up with a migraine, again..so had to skip class..haiz..but i did study when i stayed at home..mid term for my abnormal psy next monday, n i noe that i wont spend much time on weekends studying, so skipping class kinda helped(however i dont agree that i should have done that)..anyway, spent d day playing bass also..my sis played some christian songs, n surprisingly i could quite a lot of d songs..haha..kinda felt like ben..o i tried to play salvation is here..im like 90% there!! just need to noe d solo properly n also d chorus..haha..speed also almost there..i also wrote a song today, yea it was 1 of d things i said i wanted to do before i die..haha..anyway d song is called 'depression is just a fancy way of saying your dying on the inside'..yea d title is kinda long..a bit inspired by FOB, panic at the disco n lost prophets..

well, i noe d song sounds like a "dark" song, n d lyrics r (well to me) but d purpose of this song is to create awareness with ppl..it also shows out some of the symptoms of depression and although im not depressed, but i tried to capture d feelings of how a depressed person would feel..i am actually not trying to say that all depressed ppl feel d same way, but most of them would feel like wat i wrote..anyway, i dont plan to put it up just yet..want to like create d music part, then record it..finally i will put up d lyrics..

btw, there is something called self-fulfilling prophecy where a person who is told of d symptoms of a particular disorder might start acting out the symptoms, voluntarily or not.. if u like spot d symptoms, plz dont go n diagnose urself with depression..go to a professional to get a proper diagnosis..example of a self-fulfilling prophecy is just say u think of suicide, as in u think y ppl commit suicide, then u r told that a depressed person has thoughts of suicide, so u come to a conclusion that u r depressed, n u now actually have suicidal thoughts..see? i noe d example isnt a good one, but it works in that manner..ok, thats about it..i really dont want to hear about friends/family who want to commit suicide after this post or after i post up d lyrics..lol..

cheers..